Friday, February 29, 2008
yess!~ :] i'm finally satisfied with the layout i have now. after soo much edits, i finally have the perfect layout [in my opinion] ^^ so please don't kill it =p much thanks to cynthia, who worked so hard for this layout =D *bows*
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so yup. hope the bloggie is much more enjoyable now ^^ and read that little poem that scrolls up...;)
Gosh. I HATE being lectured about school all the time. It's like my whole life revolves around it. If you calculated all the things my mom talked to me about, school would take about 99% of it. My whole life is school, school, school. She doesn't care what the heck my opinions are about it. Every time she insists on "talking", she always tells ME to shut up after I keep talking. Then she lectures me. On and on on and ON. I'm SICK of it. Like my LIFE'S over if I don't get an A in everything. Or it's such a big sin to want to move to another high school. I hate this city and want to get away from it, and not only for school reasons. Why the hell should I tell her my personal reasons? Considering she couldn't care less about what I want. GEEZ. I wanted to hang up on her when she talked to me on the phone today. I wanted to have a wire phone so she could hear the slamming of the phone. But of course I didn't really do it. How could I have done? She would've just come straight home and KILLED me. I never talk back, never do any of that "bad" stuff.
It isn't fair. I see so much kids at my school getting C's, and THEY aren't getting 24/7 lectures, yelling, and punishments. Why the hell should I? EVERY SINGLE EFFIN DAY. It's school. I hate school in a different way other kids do. I hate it in that it takes everything away, and I can never have fun. I've been to one birthday party my entire life, and I've never hosted one. I've never actually even asked for anything. And now, the one thing I want is to move away from this stupid city and leave my entire childhood behind, and I'm not allowed to. I'm so sick of everything, gosh. At least other kids can yell back at their parents. I don't even dare to. Because touching my mom's bottom line is not something ANYONE would ever want to do.
I just wanna go far far FAR away and never come back, ever. As far the hell away as I can get.
It's Friday and the special leap year day!! I decided to start my first blog entry on a day that occurs only every four years. Quite awesome, eh? Then the anniversary of my blog will come only every four years XD how sad is that? But I think it's cool, so there.
I created this blog first to try out a particular anime layout, and second because I just thought it was time to start a blog I would actually update. Seriously....lol, I say this every time I start a blog. But whatever O-o like it matters much. As long as I'm always motivated to write ^^ *nodnod*
And now since I want to get back to reading Vampire Knight and hanging around Crunchyroll, I'll take leave for now ^^
lots of love,
Hikariiiiiiiii <3
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